Sunday, April 20, 2008

Revelation of the Spirit- #39 Accepting a Call

'While women weep as they do now, I'll fight; while little children go hungry as they do now, I'll fight; while men go to prison, in and out, in and out, I'll fight; while there yet remains one dark soul without the light of God, I'll fight - I'll fight to the very end.'
William Booth

When William Booth spoke these words years and years ago not only was this his personal testimony, I believe it was a challenge to every soldier, officer and person that attends the Salvaiton Army. Every time I walk into my corps, put on my uniform or go to camp I feel the Lord challenging me to live up to William Booth's words.

Today when I put my uniform I felt so much. I felt pride for being a soldier in the army of the Lord. I felt peace. I felt when I put that uniform on I was putting on the armor of God and He would protect me.

Today was just a build up of the past couple years. I knew at the age of 13 God was calling me to full time ministry in the Salvation Army. In other words I knew then I was to be a Salvation Army Officer. For two years I accepted this calling. I stood up every year at youth councils when they called for officers. I dreamed of one day going to the SFOT. Then last year I found my own plan. I started dating someone who had no intention of every being an officer. So I forgot about my calling. But this weekend changed my heart. I was asked to go the Future Officers Fellowship dinner saturday night at youth councils. It was great. I felt at peace in the Lord with the people there. We laughed and had such great fun. Then today during church they did the call for officership a bit differently than other years. Captain Hickman had a list of names. Some of who were at the FOF others who weren't. As he read this list I just remember thinking dear God let my name be on there. You see they had a cross on stage, in the middle of the stage with the Salvation Army flag draped across it. And as he called the names up each one knelt around the cross. Last but not least my name was called. I went willing up to stage and knelt before the cross. The Lord said I have given you a calling....do you accept? And I said yes.

I learned there's a difference between being called and accepting your calling. By saying, "Here I am Lord, send me!" By trusting and obeying. I have not a clue where my life is to go from here. What college I will go to, who or if I will ever marry, and the list goes on. But it's about letting go and trusting the one who has the way marked out.

Today I accept my calling to be an officer of the Salvation Army. My challenge is to find what God has called you to do. He has a calling for each of our lives. I pray when you hear His calling that you accept.

It is my declaration as it was William Booth's so many years that while women weep as they do now, I'll fight; while little children go hungry as they do now, I'll fight; while men go to prison, in and out, in and out, I'll fight; while there yet remains one dark soul without the light of God, I'll fight - I'll fight to the very end.

Amen.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Revelation of the Spirit- #38 My Gaze is Fixed

The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life, of whom shall I be afraid? When evil men men advance against me to devour my flesh, when my enemies and my foes attack me, they will stumble and fall. Though an army beseige me, my heart wil not fear; though war break out against me, even then I will be confident.One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple.
Psalm 27:1-7


Days of great testing have come upon my soul. Days of great suffering are testing my faithfulness. But my declaration this day to the Lord and all who read this is that my gaze is fixed upon the one who gave me life. Not one person will be the cause of me not seeing the beauty of the Lord. The Lord is my strength the stronghold of my life and my heart will fear none but him.
My life is dedicated to him and I will remain faithful til the very end.

Amen.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Revelation of the Spirit- #37 Taking A Step in Faith.

At the beginning of the month I was part of a small group devotions in Pendel Brass and we talked about a devotional life. We spent two rehearsals together and on our second time the leader of our group informed me of a retired officer in our territory who reads through the entire bible every month. He has done this as his daily devotional for many years. I was amazed at this because when I think about reading the entire bible I think about it taking about a year. But I felt the Lord laying this on my heart to atleast explore. The truth of my heart is I desire nothing more than to know the word of God. To understand with every part of my being the love, grace and sacrifice of the Lord.

So tomorrow I will start on my journey of faith. I will read ten pages a day and that will allow me to read through the bible in about three and a half months. I felt such a call from the Lord this weekend to explore this with all my heart, to be faithful to this for a good part of my life. He has promised to bless me greatly.

My request to all of you is that you pray for me. This journey is going to take extreme faithfulness, patience and great love. I know there will be days when what I am reading won't interest me or really have much of an impact but I know the Lord has much great blessings in store for me. I bless all you for stepping out in faith with me. Thank you.


Lord, this marks a great day in my life. A day when my faith is so strong I am putting all I have in you. I have nothing else but this life and it is yours. Everything I am, all my hopes, dreams and desires are yours. Lord, I love you with every facet of my being. Use me as your instrument of praise.

In His unfailing love,

Amen.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Youth Holiness Advance

I request that you pray for myself and countless other young adults and teens travel to camp ladore for the Youth Holiness Advance. I don't really know much about it myself, I was just asked last weekend to sing the in the worship team but i've heard great things about it. Just keeps in your prayers this weekend.

Thanks.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Revelation of the Spirit - #36 When the heat comes

Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, and rests his confidence upon him. He shall be like a tree planted by the waterside, that streches its roots along the stream. When heat comes it has nothing to fear.
Jer. 17:7-8

I read this is my devotional tonight. I was truely moved today by my devotional by Elisabeth Elliott.

I have for the last couple of weeks been starting to drive and let me just say I've never been in a more stressful situation than driving. For some reason driving does not come easily to me. I often shake nervously as I drive. I feel very unsafe and just reckless everytime I get in the car. But today I drove over to the bank with my nan just right around the corner and as I walked out of the bank I pleaded with God to help me. And I believe for the first time I fully trusted in the Lord with every part of my being. I cannot explain the feeling when I drove before today but I knew I had never been more terrified getting behind that wheel from day one. But today after pleading with the Lord to protect me and guide me and that all I wanted to do was worship him, when I got back in the car I felt at peace.

Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord...

I was planted today by God's living waters. I am fixed upon his river banks. I will drink of his living flowing loving. And when the heat comes upon me I will not fear, but I will trust him and bathe in the water of his unfailing love.


Amen.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Revelation of the Spirit - #35 My Reward

" I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day, and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing."
2 Timothy 4:7-8

I long for his appearing and to see his beauty and my life will be focused on this day. I will stand before the Lord and recite this verse on judgement day when the Lord places the crown of righteous upon me. Praise God! We have a reward.

Amen!

Revelation of the Spirit - #34 A wedding to come

It's all about a wedding to come.
It's all about God who's a lover.

And He will not relent until He has a pure and spotless bride.


Amen!

Revelation of the Spirit - #33 Knowing You're Not Alone

The above picture is of me and my good friend Erin's promise rings. (Mine is the heart one her's is the other.) I celebrate our friendship so much because we experienced OneThing together and it's always nice to have someone to recall such found memories with. But we both have used these rings to signify purity in our life. Both have made a commitment to stay pure until those rings are replaced. It's really nice not being the only one although I would have gladly made the commitment again if I was alone.

I praise God today for Erin and for all of my brothers and sisters in Christ that make this journey just a little bit easier.

I love you all!

Amen.